Well, I never really thought I would be writing this:  Yes, for those of you who did not get a chance to listen to the show on Monday:  I have Breast Cancer.  I haven’t been blogging because to be honest I am still processing all this information.  If someone would have bet me a million bucks a month ago that I would have breast cancer today, I would have taken the bet…WHO KNEW?  Really, WHO KNEW?  I don’t feel sick.  People keep asking me “hey, how do you feel?”  Well, I feel the same as I did before I found out I had a lump in my breast.  I feel great.  Never better.  I don’t feel like I am someone with cancer.  I bet the crappy feeling starts after I get the radiation and surgery.  What is supposed to make you feel better, always seems to make you feel worse, right? lol

I have surgery next Tuesday to remove the lump and find out where else (if any) the cancer has spread.  I hopefully will be back on the air Friday of next week.  Radiation starts soon after. 

 I don’t know about anyone else, but I view this whole thing as a colossal pain in my back side.   I don’t have time to have cancer right now.  My baby girl, Chloe, will be 10 tomorrow (June 19th)  My little Gemini girl…love her to pieces.  I feel bad for Chloe.  Here she is, her parents are going thru a nasty divorce, now mom has breast cancer.  Well, I try to stay positive for her and act like nothing is going on, but she is a samrt girl.

It helps to talk about this stuff on the air.  It’s not as easy to have conversations with people or write this blog.  I wonder why.